Cha0s Gaming - Sebastian's Room

EasyThreads added GalaxyBat64 to the group. 12/22/2024 16:52

*laying on the couch. staring at the ceiling*

wasn't that my thing

Just....needed to think.....*sits up* I'm sorry I went against your advice last night....I just didn't know what to do....I wanted to make things right, but.....nothing was letting me....

maybe you can't solve everything. I thought has was going to be okay. That he could keep a vow, a promise. Perhaps I was wrong. Perhaps he is yet still a child, stubborn, spiteful. Perhaps he's a liar. But the answer to those questions, will come..... in time.

Well....no matter what happens....promise me one thing.....That we'll still be together....Don't erase the time we had....Just because he's upset....Just because I'm upset.....and I know you, you'll keep your word....so...please.....

i can't promise you that. Because when it comes between you, and my son on who gets to be miserable. I'll choose me.

He'll be okay. He'd probably find another eventually. Me? I would still be a lonely virgin still living with my mom and my best friend. I wouldn't have a crumb of the things I have now....

but you can't miss what you never knew you had

But....what about her? *looks at Juno*

I never said it would be easy. Only that I would be the one to suffer. I'll take the pain.

No...let us suffer....because I'd rather lose one....then lose both....whether I'd remember it or not....

then I sincerely hope you two find a resolution, where neither of you get hurt. Or..... or I'll be the one who hurts for you.

Then at least spare her....She doesn't deserve to be erased because of all of this.....

I won't your right that she doesn't deserve it. But if it's to be done, than she never happened

Then....if this may be our last day together.....let's make it last....we can go somewhere?....like a date?....

we can, we can even bring Juno. But ask yourself, what happens when he shows up and you're gone?

would he even care?....

the fact that you don't know, means you need to ask yourself if you're alright with the risk.

*texts him just to see if he'll reply* Hey....You busy?

*Replies* No, not really

Oh thank goodness you replied! Can we talk? I'm so so sorry about last night. I was just paranoid that you were still upset about something. It was wrong to blow up in your face like that. Come home? Let me make it up to you somehow?

Long pause..

Yeah.... Okay... I'll... Be there in a bit...

Alright...I love you....❤️

Left on Read.

He says he'll be here in a bit

*watching her stare at his phone, and waiting*

Soon there was a Knock on the door.

*opens it*

*takes a seat since he was standing*

*Standing in the doorway. His hair a bit of a mess. Though he was at least wearing his clothes again now and had his phone. Looking at Alfira.* h-Hey... Alfie.. are you.. alright?... (edited)

No, I'm worried about you. And I still feel awful about last night.

It's... it's okay... I shouldn't have just... Left but.. I didn't want to escalate things... Especially not with her around.. *Looking at Juno* And you yelling... I.. I would have been fine if you just.. dropped it.. left me be for awhile but I... I was upset with you after that.. and I went to the Nightclub.. h-had a strong drink.. and... Then.. stuff happened.... *He said. Rubbing his arm uncomfortably. After becoming a little more sober he had realized just what he'd done.. but he feels.. very conflicted about the situation.*

....What happened, Seb?

*turns his head towards them, he has decided to lay down*

I... I can't remember a good deal of it.. but.. I remember.. going to the pools to lay down... Then.. I was talking to another girl.. um... Changeling I think?.. I...forgot her name... We... Hung out for awhile... I think I remember vaguely going to the arcade. With her.. then.. we ended up in her room.. and... We did some... Stuff.... I think... All I know is after awhile I blacked out and woke up in her room... So I went to the pools again to clear my head and... That's when I found my clothes and my phone.. and when I saw your message... (edited)

*starts rewinding the footage in his mind* Not mine...

....So you broke your promise?

seems like it.

N-no.. I was happy Alfie.. I was actually.. starting to be happy... But if you had just... Listened to me instead of pushing and yelling at me... It... It would have been different... But... You wanted to know what was wrong... When it wasn't anything serious.... So I made something wrong... At least now you'll have a reason to yell at me... (edited)

*she sighs*...I'm not mad...You made your point....and I'm sorry.....just.....you are happy, right?....still?

*listening intently now*

I.. I feel like a piece of shit.. because... Of what I did... But I...I am.. I love you and I love Juno... But I... I guess I just wanted you to know how I felt... So you can try and get over it too. Understand what I went through.. and just how hard it's been.... I... I think I got her Pregnant... Alfira...

I love you....It's okay....I understand why you did it.....but that kid isn't happening.....

I could have told you the same thing about Juno.. *He said. Looking deep into her eyes* but I didn't...

Mine wasn't conceived from cheating....

*is now racing through the resort is his mind checking on her*

Yet even though she wasn't mine. I grew to still love her as if she was... I still do.

But I doubt this random girl will want to join this family....

Meanwhile Aislyn was in her room still. Had just taken a pregnancy test. And was going through a mix of emotions. Excitement. Fear. Confusion..hoping She'll see Sebastian again soon.

she also said she wanted a baby... I remember that much... So I also did her a favor... I did what Dad did for you..

*she hugs him* We'll figure it out.....I'm just glad you're still here.....

*realized her parents don't know*

*Genuinely shocked. He just starts to tremble and hugs her tight* I'm sorry... Alfie... But... Maybe... Now maybe... We can all heal.. and move on as a family... All of us... Even..her.. *He pulls away* I need to check on her... She must be worried sick... May I? *looking at Alfira. Cupping her cheek* I promise I'll be back as soon as I can.. I know promises don't mean shit coming from me anymore but I'll try to fix that too.. I swear it.. I love you Snowdrop...

*looks at Alfie* what did mean her too?

*her head leans into his touch* It's the right thing to do....Take your time, alright? You don't have to rush for my sake....

The Changeling girl... Her name started with A... Uhhh... Ashlynn? Amberlyn?...

19:11

Gods I'm never drinking one of those again..

.....Aislyn?

*Snaps his fingers* Yeah, that's it.

Ohhh Nooo.....

and you want to bring another girl in?

I can't not now. I'm not just going to abandon her and the baby... And I'm not leaving Alfira and Juno either. Even though they're with you too and would be fine without me after awhile. I love them too much... So yes.. I'd like for Aislyn to be part of this.

19:16

If you both will approve it...

Of course.....If she is willing

if she wants to, but she might be terrified

Yeah....if I'm honest I am too... Oh gods and her parents... They need to know too.. but I'll confront them myself. Confess everything... It's my fault and my punishment to bear.

19:18

so if her father wants to beat me to a pulp. Let him.

They'd probably scream at Araavos too...You know this, right?

But in the end they'd know it was my fault and not his. And maybe Aislyn can help calm them down...

19:21

and if she stays.. and sees what life on our side is really like. Her parents will settle down some if she explains it..

19:23

I hope so anyway..

Maybe....

Once all of it is Resolved... Let me take you out again. Go on an extra special date. Anywhere you want to go. Then maybe a date with you AND Aislyn. Assuming, again, all goes well. You two can get to know each other.. Araavos can come too. We can all go on a double date..

19:27

And Sepher adores children.. she can watch Juno while we're gone .

I'd be careful with that.....According to the girls, you leave Sepher with your kid and suddenly she's pregnant again because she got baby fever

19:29

But a date sounds lovely

*He laughs* Araavos can handle her when it comes to that.. he's talked her out of it before from what I hear.

no this time I'll breed her....

Doesn't she Have Breds? She may not even be opposed to THAT

One I believe

how much have you talked with sepher to know that.

The Dungeons. Kirin gossips a lot

no surprise there.

gotcha

I need to get going.. I love you.. *He kisses her softly. And then goes to give Juno a little kiss on the cheek. And then Hurries back out to go check on Aislyn*

*sits down beside Juno's crib*

*comes back after a bit* Hey Araavos

yeah

What have you been up to all day? *sits down*

went to the dining hall, met Aislyn

Is she okay?

no her parents still don't know

Oh no....

oh yes

I hope she'll be okay in the end....Poor Girl.....

well see

I guess we will.....

and you're really okay with him bringing another girl into this?

Not entirely.....but....he's right....I did the same thing and he was forced to cope with it, so....the tables have simply turned....

So doesn't mean you have to let him. Let us us.

I still think it's the right thing.....to try and set things right.....

if you think so. I'm not against other girls

I do think so....*sighs and picks up baby Juno. Just holding her and putting a movie on. Some cartoon*

So what now?

Just cuddle and watch TV? Till they get back at least

*takes a seat* sounds good to me

*snuggles close to him*

*playing with his long hair*

*turns on the TV *

Sebastian eventually returned to the bedroom as promised after the movie had ended. and spent time with Alfira, Juno, and His father before they all went to bed that night.